So I don't think I'm bisexual because in my current. But as a girl I don't like the idea of that. I'm not attracted to girls and am attracted to men (all my crushes have been on men) BUT i feel like if I were born a boy I would have no problem getting with girls. I get that females and males, while equal, are different but I don't like that. I know I have to wear it for God and stuff but I hate it (still gonna wear it because I have to) - I just don't like having to study a certain subject, work in a certain sector, dress a certain way just because of what's between my legs. but then I started hating it again.Īnd because I'm Muslim I wear the hijab and I just dislike wearing it. This was all the way up to year 13 - then I decided to embrace my feminine side and started wearing dresses, matching clothes, getting heels, wearing makeup, carrying handbags. I just hated being a female - especially when I learned of all the stereotypes and all the things that I have to do/ can't do because I'm a girl. I started off not giving a **** about my appearance - obviously I cared about my hygiene but I didn't like how clothes that were 'made for me' looked on me so I just wore baggy things - even at home Going to high school I saw how all the girls acted - some were tomboys and some were very feminine. I listened (and still listen to) male artists and dislike female artists - I feel like the male voice speaks to me more and I wanna be able to sing like them - I hate that my voice is feminine. I liked sports and cars and wrestling and rock music and action and horror and awesomeness. I hated makeup, I hated barbies, I couldn't stand princesses - I always identified more with the male characters than the female. I hated that I started growing breasts and it made me self consciousĪnd when my period came I was horrified I didn't want itI never liked 'girl things'. I grew up with both sisters and brothers but my brothers were much closer to my age than my sisters Tl dr : I'm a girl, who wishes she was born a boy, but is not transgender.Įver since I started 'developing' at around 10 - I hated it
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